God loves us the way that he won't give our wants and what we like because he
always knows what's the best for us. he also
knows what we need and what we truly deserve Not all the times, we can get what we
want.
Sometimes, we may feel that the world betrays us because things happen the way
that we would never imagine. But the fact is, god is always there to guide
us and carry us when we fall. He tends to give us major challenges to test our
faith that he pondered in our hearts.
Sometimes, we hate things that we need to do because we don't like them.
But in the end, we kept on regretting the past and wished that it may happen
again. But this time, changes will happen and the ones you need to do it
with will just be gone like a bubble.
I
had a friend who fought with this challenge. We call her Dadet (not her real
name) she is my best friend infact. She is the youngest daughter of Mrs.
Regina M. Quiño and Mr. Rosendo Quiño. All of her siblings went to U.A.E
Dubai after their college degree. This girl has the finest things in
life. Everyone loves her because this girl is bubbly, loud, and cute. She
loves talking and talking until she feels tired.
In elementary years or mid-chool, she was a supreme pupil government. She
enrolled a piano lesson. In grade 3 but she stopped because she thought that
she was just forced anyway. She was a feature writer and she was a part of the
sayawit performers that went and competed to Baguio.
In Highschool, she was a radio broadcaster in grade 9 and she won second place in
declamation when she was on grade 8, she alos won second place in story
telling when she was on grade 9. Her favorite teacher was mr. Rey Francis
(fraud) Dayaan for the reason that he was so approachable and they had many
things in common. They are close like she considers him like an older brother.
She was
the happiest girl in land because she had her family to support her everytime
or anywhere. Her dad is her greatest inspiration when it comes to music
and playing instruments. Her dad and her older sister knows how to play guitar,
acoustic, and piano. When she was young, they used to teach her but she
was not interested. Her dad wants her to listen to him and take some of his
advise but she was not interested to music that time
Changes
came when she was in highschool. her father died when she was 13 years young
due to kidney failure, he had a dialisis and it was hard for them. I t was a
miserable for her because she used to be a papa's girl. She still cries
during midnights when she misses him. Her kuya fraud was the only person she could
ran and seek for some advice from because she knew she can't bear the pain for
it will burst out
when she won't share it with her Kuya.
Regrets
came overflowing when she got interested in music. She regretted the way she
declined the opportunity that her father used to give her. She cried and
wished that it may happen again but reality
and destiny are both partners -in-crime
and it wants them to be apart and that's the saddest part.
Now, she already accepted the truth that her father was
gone because there is nothing to hold back anymore, but the pain still hunts
her whenever she see teens who had their family complete. This October,
her mother will eventually go to U.A.E. Dubai for some sort of trip. She will
be home alone again for many lonely nights, and might have the chance to
reminisce the past..
